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[Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:19 am] |
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| |  I am Nick's contentment | ] |
got this from everdream
Your Life Path Number Is 4 |
4
You are the most trustworthy, practical, and down-to-earth of individuals; the cornerstone members of society.
The goal of your life path is learning to take orders and to carry them out with dedication and perseverance.
You always demand as much from yourself as you do from others, and sometimes a lot more.
You have the kind of will power that is often mistaken for sheer stubbornness.
Once a decision is made, it will be followed through to the conclusion, right, wrong, or indifferent.
You are very set in your ways and determined to handle things the way you are so certain that they should be handled. Your tenacity of purpose and ability to get the job done borders on obsession.
You are an excellent organizer and planner because of your innate ability to view things in a very common sense and practical way.
You are a wonderful manager with a great sense of how to get the job done.
Loyal and devoted, you make the best of your relationships, and you are a dependable business partner.
Friends may be few in number, but you are very close to them and once friendships are made, they often last a lifetime. The number 4 is solidly associated with the element of earth from which it gains it strength and utter sense of reality.
You are one of the most dependable people you know.
If patience and determination can ever win, you are sure to achieve great success in life.
The negative side of the 4 can prove dogmatic to an excess, narrow-minded, and repressive.
A lot of superficial people turn you off, and you lack the tact to keep your feelings from being totally clear to all around. Additionally, the negative 4 has a bad tendency to get too caught up in the daily routine of affairs.
If you're not careful, you'll often miss the big picture and major opportunities that come along once in a while. |
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| 4:20 |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|11:09 am] |
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| |  I am Nick's sense of anxiety | ] |
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| | Got The Life -Korn- | ] |
Well well well 4:20 has come around yet again, almost feels like just yesterday was last years. sigh where does the time go. Anyway I'm in the middle of Math class on a 15 minute break and was like, hmmm ive been commenting but not updating lately, i think its time to do an update. So yeah i keep running into the guy from this summer that my gf at the time liked and now its all like we are freinds and its very bizarre. lol. Well i guess i should get back to my Math. Take care people and have a great 4:20. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|09:42 am] |
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| |  I am Nick's love for school | ] |
Well hello everyone,
Spring break is over and now its back to school, back to early nights, and even earlier mornings! I didnt update all week since my computer currently has no internet since we got it wipped clean so now im waiting for parents to hok it back up. However now im back at school so i can update between classes. I will give a much more specific update later, but as for now, I've got Apocalypse Now to finish watching in English class. Take care everyone hope you all had a great easter and even better spring break. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|01:07 am] |
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| | I am Nick's absence of sleep | ] |
teehee i saw this on loves_horrors =)
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| dang... |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|09:09 am] |
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| | I am Nick's sense of apathy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | -NONE- | ] |
Ever showed up for class and seen 3 people there and been like oh fuck looks like i came in for nothing.
Last week my French teacher approaches me "Nick you keep showing up late, 1 more late and you'll be kicked out"...So obviously i do what anyone willing to keep there class would do. Wake up earlier. So im up at 6, wake up and make a hot chocolate. Take the hot chocolate with me into the shower. Then prepare myself to leave. Bus at 7 at school for 7:45, class at 8:30. Talk with a friend for awhile, check class cancelations -NONE- (for me). Go to class 3 people are there...Oh hells no. I wait a little while and leave. Waste of time! I have one class today and that was it. There was absolutely no point in waking up early so that i wouldnt be late for a class that didnt even end up happening! *sigh*
Well i got some time to kill before i have to leave for a luncheon. So i thought i'd port about my *cough* oh so interesting morning. Anyway im tired and i hope my french teacher falls of thew face of the earth and we never have another french class again..ok? Awesome.
Take care peoplez |
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| Yesterday |
[Mar. 17th, 2005|03:37 pm] |
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| |  I am Nicks cynical thoughts | ] |
| [ | music |
| | -none- | ] |
Yesterady i was on the bus in one of those moods where you cant help but stare out the windows not looking at anything in particular but just lost in a glance that people around look at you and the thought of "What the fuck is he looking at" goes through their heads. My stare comes across some kids from a high school leaveing school to go home i imagine and one of them jumps off the fence and jumps one of the kids. They tumble and fall but the dominant kid in the black coat is up first while the brown coat struggles to get up. The other 2 kids just watch as the fight unfolds. As the black coat kid holds the brown kid so that hes bent forwards in half and pulls his arm back and starts drilling the kid in the face. Over and over again he kept hitting the kid. Until he fell. I wondered what could the kid have done to deserve that? Suddenly i was hit with a tidal wave of empathy and felt like i was about to cry. The bus took of and i just sat there my day ruined because of some fight that i witnessed... |
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| Awkward moment |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|10:45 am] |
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| |  upset | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Idioteque | ] |
Ok so yesterday me and my ex were chilling and we got out of the metro and went to go wait for the bus and shes like "Hahaha imagine we see Draco"(not his real name).
Now Draco is this guy from summer that she liked and they had made plans but never went through with them as far as i know but i couldnt get over it. Anyway long story short we broke up because i couldnt really trust her and she felt she couldnt trust me.
Back to the story. So i respond "why?", and shes "like so you can see him and i can show you off" im just like uh....right... ANd guess whos at the bus stop over waiting for the bus??? Draco. So we say hi pass by him and are all like =S so i go to the bathroom and she goes to talk to him. I go out find them and then it gets awkward he had no idea who i was and i felt like just plain jumping him and beeting the snot out of him but i took ALOT of pitty on him, 'cause honestly he isnt much to look at. Like I heard her quote "Hes a billion times hotter than nick (me)." Lets just say nope. Hes short, kinda scrawny, pretty big nose, with small mouth and eyes, and long brownish hair. So for about 10 minutes we were just standing there while my ex was all RAWR omg so awkward and kept ranting about awkwardness while the draco guy stood there all ? whats her prob (he cant speak english though), i got a smile out of his comment. But it was just so weird i met the guy the ruined it. Then we left and got on the bus and i didnt know what do say or do i just sat there lost in thought completely shocked at what just took place.
How strange some things are...=(...where do you go from there?...I need to put more thought on life... |
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| more music |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|10:10 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Closer - Nine Inch Nails | ] |
Alright so i got another 2 cds Nine Inch Nails : Further Down The Spiral and NIN: Closer to God which is basically the song closer remade 6 times with 3 other songs. I love the little music shop close to my school where everything is super cheap my next purchases will probably be either: Ok Computer Or Kid A both by Radiohead. So its a friday now and i just finished a french ecoute (listening) pretty easy but harder than usual dumb college level tests. Well i got to get going take care everyone =) |
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| Coldplay |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|02:11 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Coldplay - Clocks - | ] |
Alright i got the cd Rush Of Blood To The Head by Coldplay yesterday which is amazing. Coldplay is greatand i cant wait for them to come on tour 'cause i now have a job so that means money! yay ! I love going to concerts even though i havnt been to all that many =S I hope Iron Maiden has a tour this year it would be godly to get a couple hoodies, then Children Of Bodom that would be cool, my parents are going to the eagles concert in like...3 weeks but lucky sob's. Well people i hope you are all having a great day and i'll update/comment to all yous later. Ciao people! |
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| Yesterday |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
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| | wonderful | ] |
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| | Minority - Green Day | ] |
Hey everyone. So yeah...yesterday was great. Started out with school in the morning boo but afetr that i went to the museum of fine arts for western Civ homework i thought it was going to be boring but i invited my ex who is in fact a fine arts student! I like having her around, she makes me happy and im not afraid to be myself, however it was awkward at first but then things got better. So we walk into the exhibit and my ex walks up to a sculpture and is all "well we can tell its an older sculpture due to the lack of detail and how he is a circular relief with concentration on his eyes even though there are no eyelashes or pupils..." and im just like...yeah..that too. After the museum we went to look for a cafe but instead we winded up at the Rits Carlton hotel. We looked inside and found this beautiful, wonderful room, where we just sat and slept for a while. We left and came to the conclusion that we can now tell everyone we slept together in a 5 star hotel =P. lol. It was a great day =) hope to have more like it! |
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| good buy |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|10:35 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Slipknot - Circle | ] |
If anyone has like 32 dollars lying around somewhere that you arnt quite sure exactly what to do with i suggest that you buy incense it is probably the best buy you'll ever do not only does it make your room smell great but it also has very calming and relaxing properties. So props to incense...I felt like i just wrote a commercial /wtv |
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| need help people |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|12:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
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| | i need some sleep - the eels | ] |
Ok people i need comments how far is too far? Please comment on far you would stay with someone. Now i need to know what it would take to put you over the end with someone and break up with them? (cheating on is not somethign to pick, anything other than that if there is, please think hard about it) |
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| Most important song you'll ever hear |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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| | but not crying | ] |
I need some sleep
You can't go on like this
I try counting sheep
But there's one I always miss
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
I need some sleep
Time to put the old horse down
I'm in too deep, and the wheels keep spinning around
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
Just gotta let it go
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| Work time |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:40 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | -M.S.I. Seven Eleven- | ] |
Ok so i work yet again tonight, i work every weekday but no weekends but at the same time im a full time student so that really sucks. Yawn, the money is fun, i like having money but i spent it too easily especially when it comes to food, no im not fat...i got no pictures on me atm but ill post some when i get home... i just like food and i work at a grocerie store, what a mistake lol, every now and then people come with nice hot chicken or ham or other meats and the smell just goes everywhere and you cant help but water at the mouth and its like =( i have to work but i want food waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. So i gotta keep a close eye on my money not to waste it all and save up so i can move out! Anyway people I'll talk with ya'll later, keep in touch. Any of you play Counter- Strike??? |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 19th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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| |  weird | ] |
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| | -Hawaϊenne- Les Trois Accords | ] |
Alright anyone remember the band Prozzak yeah well it turns out they had released a 2nd cd..wow i was left in the dark on that one i actually liked them at one point in my life but now that im aged i realize that EVERY ONE OF THE SONGS ON THE FIRST CD IS ABOUT SEX. hahahahaha sex or girls. Good old age a la boy band. HAHAHAHAHA i saw a Chuck Norris movie today, good old Chuck Norris. I think that his movies by far have the cheesiest effects AND catchphrases of all time. Well until tomorrow good day and good mental health. |
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| friends? |
[Feb. 19th, 2005|10:30 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional | ] |
Well me and my ex have decided to be good friends since we both dont want to get back into a "couple" thing yet so we have decided to be friends and take things slow starting with a little break and then we'll see how things go. I started work yesterday =) i work at an IGA as one of those bag-boy guys, yupyup represent... well it pays and its super easy so alriiiiiiiiggghhhhhhhhttttttttttttttt. Ok im going to make soup now because i got to leave for work after. Have a great day everyone!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|09:44 am] |
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| | cynical | ] |
THE PATH OF THE RIGHTEOUS MAN IS BESET ON ALL SIDES BY THE INEQUITIES OF THE SELFISH AND THE TYRANNY OF EVIL MEN. BLESSED IS HE WHO, IN THE NAME OF CHARITY AND GOOD WILL, SHEPHERDS THE WEAK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE DARKNESS. FOR HE IS TRULY HIS BROTHER'S KEEPER AND THE FINDER OF LOST CHILDREN. AND I WILL STRIKE DOWN UPON THEE WITH GREAT VENGEANCE AND FURIOUS ANGER THOSE WHO ATTEMPT TO POISON AND DESTROY MY BROTHERS. AND YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD WHEN I LAY MY VENGEANCE UPON YOU....ezekiel 25:17
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|08:01 am] |
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| | with a smile on my face | ] |
| [ | music |
| | breaking the habit | ] |
Usually whenever something happens and i need to find a way to deal or a way to help me out i listen to music and find a song that i can relate in the moment but i have nothing for how i feel right now... I always have a song to describe how i feel but right now there is nothing going through my head...For years my favorite song has been Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park but i never knew why, it always had some significance but i never knew why, i never understood why it was so important to me, now i know, now it seems to shout out and make so much sense i want to just throw up.. but no i got to eat.
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2005|07:54 am] |
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| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | -none- | ] |
Well me and my girlfriend broke up due to a series of stupidities and if this is what it has to come to then there never was anything to begin with so i guess its for the best. I know i'll miss her but due to circumstances it'll be easy to get over she wasnt willing to try for me, whats the point. =(
</3 sigh |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|08:50 am] |
LIES ITS ALWAYS FUCKING LIES FUCK YOU WORLD FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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